Oh My Oh So Crap

The people outside seems so far away...all I hear and see is a blur vision of the shadows of the faces of strangers. As I wake up every day and as I find myself rubbing shoulder against another stranger in the mist of rush hour and the sound of absolute loud noise of vehicle, construction and footsteps but all the sounds seems to be drown away into the little dark hold inside my mind and all I hear is absolute silence as seems that I do not want to have anything to do with anything or anyone. All I want is a little peace of mind, all I need is a little peace of mind. Everything around me seems so unfamiliar and as I closed my eyes to find the images of the familiar and that shall kept me going for a little while. I find suddenly that everything suddenly doesn't seems to make any sense or better be put as I don't want to make sense of anything...